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14:21 Oct 31 2011
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Sadly we dont really celebrate halloween here. I wish I could go trick a treat ... *sulks*

... Wishing all VRers a Happeh Halloween ...

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My first webbie session
16:34 Oct 30 2011
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Finally made my debut on VampireRave webbie!

Omg ... I had 10 viewers!!! o.O

I even had my very first anon ... *rolls eyes* who turned out to be dan!

Had the fan blowing at my face to give the flying hair model look ... lol ...

Cam froze in a couple of odd moments ... catching me in weird poses.

Which of cos someone had to screenshot!!! *stares at pinchess*

But .... i loved it!!!

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Gordonx
16:49 Oct 30 2011

Thanks for turning on webcam! We enjoyed watching you.

deringerdan
10:15 Oct 31 2011

Ladies and Gents we have movie star Cubby ;)

14:55 Oct 26 2011
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After watching PsyVamp ... i have decided ... imma learn tarot card readings ...

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Gordonx
17:08 Oct 26 2011

There are a lot of different types of tarot cards, just pick one or a few that you feel comfy with.

14:01 Oct 26 2011
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A gift from Gordonx ... thank you hun

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Gordonx
17:06 Oct 26 2011

I am happy that you like my gift.

Happy Deepavali / Diwali to me!
15:36 Oct 25 2011
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Happy Deepavali / Diwali to me!

Well tomorrow is Deepavali / Diwali and I couldn't be any more excited. Deepavali / Diwali is the main festival that Hindus celebrate. The preparations started a month back.

Where my mum and I started cleaning the house. Not the regular everyday cleaning but literally taking everything down ... going through every piece of article ... out with the old and in with the new kind of cleaning.

Then came the new curtains, bed spreads, cushion covers and table runners. Mum is so particular when it comes to all these.

Everything has to be colour coordinated so apparently this years it is a cream and gold theme.

It isn't called the festival of lights for nothing. My house is filled with candles and oil lamps. It is something about the luminance that sets the festive ambience.

Fire safety is always a concern which is why people have switched to candles from the traditional oil lamps.

Food is huge part of the celebration. There are the traditional food items which are a must and there are the modern cookies and cakes.

This year mum is having some health issues so instead of making them herself, she had a friend make for her.

We will be having visitors coming to our house for lunch and mum will be cooking a sumptuous meal.

And me of cos will be banned from the kitchen as always. I will be more of a hindrance then help.

So I will be journaling what happens on Deepavali / Diwali morning tomorrow ...

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VenusFire
16:27 Oct 25 2011

Look forward to reading tomorrow. :)

Gordonx
16:43 Oct 25 2011

What about useing led lights? And in that way... you all can really make the house shine brightly!

I wish that I was invited!

ToxicRevenge
18:05 Oct 25 2011

Sounds like it will be loads of fun! :)

DestroyingAngel
20:09 Oct 25 2011

It sounds beautiful. Happy Deepavali/Diwali to you! I too look foward to reading more about this celebration. :)

MySleepyGrenade
01:07 Oct 26 2011

Happy Happy Deepavali/Diwali Cubby!

bye for now ....
07:09 Oct 22 2011
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Cubby haz left the yard *blows kish to all*

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LadyDarkRayne
10:42 Oct 22 2011

hugs cubby

Yes I am still angry at you ... nope not ready to talk to you either.
16:25 Oct 15 2011
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Dear Bunneh

It is just one of those days that you wished would go by quickly. I just wanted to sit there and do absolutely nothing. Spent hours staring at the television but if you asked me the names of the programmes I watched, I dont think I can even name you one.

Let me see ... had an argument with mum. Over a wrapping paper. Yup ... of all the things in the world we argued over a wrapper.

Found out that two of my friends out kicked out of their coven. I was really upset. But then I told myself there will be times when we all will regret our actions.

Read Rachy's journal ... got upset again. She is going through somewhat the same as me. Finding out that she was used and then thrown away.

I wanted to go to the office to finish up some work but my acupuncture session took way to long and I was too tired after that.

I have been trying to write ... I have an idea of what I want but the words just dont flow. I need some kind of spark to inspire me.

I dont know why but the mosquitoes are viciously attacking me. I have so many bites.

Helped mum clean the kitchen cabinet. She is preparing for Deepavali. I dont understand why we have a gazillion glasses.

We found one roach in the cleaning process and I am traumatized.

It is just one of those days that everything and anything annoys me.

Love

Cubby

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Gordonx
16:43 Oct 15 2011

(Hugs)

idbeholda
03:38 Oct 16 2011

Can't really offer any help on the first thing. Wrapping paper isn't in my department, unfortunately.

Not really sure about the third, but if it's similar to the second one, there's a reason I hold little to no value with covens. They're simply another image to add to a profile. People use each other all the time, though. It merely depends on what degree they choose to hide it.

As for the mosquitoes, eat fresh garlic and cinnamon. It will repel them. And while the cockroaches can be traumatizing, they're nowhere near the size their fossilized ancestors used to be, which happens to be the size of a large dinner plate.

Remember, if someone gives you shit, slip them a laxative.

Sincerely,

Needledick Bugfucker

P.S. At least *I* spelled it correctly. ;)

DragonReborn
07:03 Oct 17 2011

*Hugs* cubby..not really got any advice for you on this one..just know i am here if and when you need someone to talk too..and no matter how many people refuse to talk to you..or you feel alone..remember..i am here so i will never let you be alone again

08:27 Oct 14 2011
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awkward!

I cannot call you and address you with a straight face when your name is 'Ding Man' ...

Yes it has a different pronunciation in Chinese .. but still! lol ...

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Shameless self praise ... why ... because im fucking awesome!
05:33 Oct 14 2011
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Well someone people don't know what a good ACM can bring to the coven.

It is not bout the favors but the capabilities and what the person has to offer.

Well you wouldn't know ... you never had an ACM like me :p

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LadyDarkRayne
05:43 Oct 14 2011

Well atleast you never tried to bring in people you knew were using a page refresher Cubby. Your well worth the 30k and would be an asset to any society.

Gordonx
05:49 Oct 14 2011

There are some members who ARE worth alot of favors and then there are members who isn't. I hope that you have enjoyed the journey of being ACM.

FeverDreams
05:57 Oct 14 2011

hell ya gordon ... it was one hell of ride ... and I love every freaking moment of it!

*hugs rachy*

members are the biggest and most important asset to any society ...

there is a reason companies would be crazy $ for professionals even on contract basis ... its the exposure that matters ...

well we cant blame the weird page refresher person ... he doesnt know how a ' real' established coven is run ... :)

slipknotbabe356
06:25 Oct 14 2011

Wish I had 30k favor, I would've loved to have you as my ACM. :)

FeverDreams
06:28 Oct 14 2011

pssst *whispers* ... for you .. i'll give you a special discount ... 8 red gummies bear ... with the head intact ... :)

just dont tell the others :)

slipknotbabe356
14:47 Oct 14 2011

Haha ok lol

Having the ouchies!
01:33 Oct 14 2011
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It hurts ...

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Niflheim
02:33 Oct 14 2011

*poke*

Couldn't resist it.

:P

FeverDreams
02:43 Oct 14 2011

o.O

hey!!!!!

Epic Fail ... *face paw*
13:10 Oct 13 2011
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o.O

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14:33 Oct 12 2011
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I hate you reversi! Why won't you let me win? The next time he makes a move ... do not freaking turn over ... Just play dead! I am on a losing streak and it's all your fault. *shakes paw*

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8am
01:01 Oct 11 2011
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Dear Bunneh

I am really upset about what my mother said. They whole horoscope thing is driving me nuts.

Can you believe we had a 80% match. That's like very rare. I knew it was too good to be true and then she started ... "but" ...

I have a bad feeling. It's like I know 'we' are not going to happen but I'm treasuring the last few moments. I keep thinking how is goodbye going to be?

I can and will never do anything against my mother so I'm praying she has a change of heart. I understand her sentiments but ... I don't know anymore.

I have always been proud of heritage but this the first I wish I wasn't Indian.

It was nice seeing you last night. You got no clue how hard it was for me to stare at my future ... A future I might never have.

Love Cubby!

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Broken not beaten!
08:29 Oct 10 2011
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Punish me if you must but don't turn your dogs loose on me.

You forget that I once had the biggest bite.

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Gordonx
08:31 Oct 10 2011

(Hugs FeverDreams)

DragonReborn
08:42 Oct 10 2011

anyone that dares to turn dog loose on you..needs to expect those dogs to be returned to them..well their bones anyway..cause don't noone mess with my cubby and not expect to get their ass burnt by a pissed off Dragon

... slow sunday ...
07:39 Oct 09 2011
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Dear Bunneh ...

the after effects of the acupuncture session have finally surfaced.

I have a couple of bruises. I somehow knew it was going to happen.

The prick of the needle was painful and I knew it was going to leave a mark the next day.

It will fade in a couple of days and right now its slightly sore.

I finished watching Spartacus : Blood and Sand Series ... the value of pride, honour and death was too close for comfort.

There were moments I cried and then there were moments I hid my face in pillow because I couldn't handle the intensity.

I truly enjoyed the plot ... except for the vulgarities and sex which unfortunately took up 60% of the series ...

I think I have officially watched porn. I have never seen this many naked people! And the language gosh!

Even though it's a representation I can't except the notion that ancient roman could have done as such. It is just vulgar.

I am sure they have been exaggerated it a bit.

Tonight I am going to download the subsequent series Spartacus : Gods of The Arena ... then followed by Games of Thrones.

I adore the Games of Thrones poster ... the throne made of sword ... in love the beauty of valour.

Love Cubby!

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... cant sleep ... 2.30am
19:31 Oct 08 2011
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Should she fall let the gods break the skies to drown the moment.

Let the roar of his memory bring glory to her tears.

Should she fall let slumber disguise the darkness of the end.

Let the blades of his tongue bring honour to her wound.

Should she fall let be known that the beast born of heart claimed victory.

Let the treachery of faith rob her of her dreams.

Should she fall let him give death to a woman freed from chains.

Unbind me.

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DragonReborn
19:49 Oct 08 2011

very very beautiful poetry cubby....much much woof for you....*Hugs*

... acupuncture gone bad ...
15:42 Oct 08 2011
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Dear Bunneh

So today was slow ... went for acupuncture and boy was it weird. I was stretched on the bed thing and had the pressure point needles ... had the headphones on listening to some smooth calming music.

It was Chinese flute with the sound of running water and birds chirping. It was so beautiful. I could imagine the heat escaping my body.

Suddenly some weird noise pierced through my headphones! I listened closely and realise that the person who was in the room to my left was snoring! O.o

I shut my eyes tight and tried to concentrate on the music but then I started hearing another weird sound. I heard camera shutter clicks from the room to my right! O.o

Someone was snapping pictures while being acupunctured?

What in the world!!! There goes the tranquillity!

Gonna watch the last 3 episodes of Spartacus : Blood and Sand. Then gonna move onto Gods of The Arena ...

Love Cubby!

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*hop ... hop ... hop*
04:27 Oct 08 2011
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Progess Report : Behaving myself ... well I am trying my best to ... with occasional blunders.

I have to bite down on my blankie to restrain myself.

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... itsy bitsy spider ...
13:08 Oct 07 2011
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Dear Bunneh

I was on youtube ... and one search lead to another and I somehow ended up watching Blue Fang Tarantulas.

The guy placed a live cricket near the spider and it got all aggressive and bared its huge blue fangs.

Seriously! Its fangs were blue! Ewwww!

Anyway I got reminded of you and frank ... and his dirty tank.

Check out this spider tank. It is so cute right. It's clean and neat as it should be ... but yet scary with the skull thing.

You know how squeamish I am about insects and creepy crawlers.

But I managed to sit through a couple of videos and couple of google pages ...

Love Cubby

Ps. *shudders*

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Special request ... to be my bangles ...
15:48 Oct 06 2011
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I was forced to clean my bangles drawers. These are traditional indian bangles made of glass.

Whenever you wear a traditional outfit ... you have to colour coordinate the bangles ... its a must!

1 drawer down .... 2 more to go!

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slipknotbabe356
17:38 Oct 06 2011

They are so pretty! :)